Gotta Go

This blog is about to dissapear. My father informed me today that he "found" my blog. As it is a personal, online journal of sorts I will be starting a new one with a different URL. I will inform all of you of it's new location personally. Send me your email addresses and I will let you know the new location.
I feel very exposed and violated right now. Yes, my blog is on the internet. But only my friends know where to access it. If you don't know me, my blog is anonymous and nonsensical for the most part.
I vent, I rant, I dialogue with myself here. Now my private thoughts are being nosed about by family members who don't respect boundaries.
It's like a letter. If you open in and it's not directed to you - why are you reading it?
With my already strained family relatioships and my stressful job, this is the icing on the proverbial cake.
This blog will self-destruct in a few days.
Adieu, SquirrelWorld, adieu.

Sometimes...

I wish I could transport myself into a book or a movie. Like I would love to eat taters with Bootsie and eat ice cream with kittens and go on picnics that lead to cop chases,

Or maybe sing and dance with goblins and David Bowie,

I'd love to ride polar bears and travel through dimensions,

And stay over with the Tenenbaums,

Definitely tesseract and planet hop with witches,

I'd love to run around Tokyo with Bill Murray,

Or battle Queen Cersei

I would really like a Totoro,

Or just a chance to get out of routine I suppose.
A little vacation somewhere might actually just be enough.
No money + new stressful job = tired little squirrel
I'm sitting in the house alone today listening to the rain outside. It's really quiet and peaceful and exactly what I needed after a crazy week.